wrong

This one is not going to break you. you won’t let him. you are just going t have a few drinks and maybe a lough and that’s it. no heartache, no tears and no pain. just a drink.  you are not going to overthink it. you will not give him the chance to apologize- and if he is going to make a mistake- you will not forgive him. he will not leave in the morning, because he will never stay the night. he will not know small intimate details about your life- since he will not be a part of it.

that is what you really want, right?

 

 

 

wrong.

 

I am going to give this guy a shot, a fair shot. I am going to have a few drinks and get to know him. and maybe one day he will make me my morning coffee, and he will know just the way I like it. I am not going to think about the past. since it is in the past. and tonight is tonight and this guy is only himself and nobody else.

 

fuck

i really needed this conversation with myself. thanks me .

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